Its still my day off and I dont really have much to do. I want to go out but I dont really have that much to spend. I am tired of staying in the room the whole day. I think I should write something on here just to update my blog. I am going to the church later and will visit some of my friends. I am feeling lonely. I am so silly i just came from a bad relationship but am still hoping that I do have someone special right now. I never felt like this before. Oh well I know I'll get use to this. But I feel like I want to be chummy and sweety with someone.. This is pathetic but I can't deny it. I am also scared to go out on a date with someone because am not ready to be attached or to be involved with someone yet. I'll give it a month or so. Who knows my prince charming is just around the corner. Yuck! So gross. I can't believe am writing this. I wish I could write a really nice article but what am doing right now is cluttering. My thoughts are everywhere. Just one of those days that a girl go through. When youre lonely inside and you don't know what to do. Oh Please Lord, I wanna be loved and to be cared for. I deserve it but why it isnt happening. Well I'll just try to get by.